Reflecting on high school brings me back to all the flings I had - short and long
I wouldn’t say that my time in high school was measured by each fling, but since each romance was a significant enough length it seems as though I can just sum up my experiences with a name
For instance, each year has to deal with a different boy
- Freshman year - Andrew
- Sophomore year - Angel and Omar
- Junior year - Drew
- Senior year - Trae
It’s just crazy to think that I spent the last four years obsessing over boys.
You know how they ask if you could tell your freshman self anything, what would it be? I wish I could go back and tell myself to worry about me, myself, and I. Not only is it easier, but it’s self empowering. A girl that is completely independent and successful is so sexy to me.
These past few months have been hard. A lot harder than I wanted. And for so long I had no idea why, but I finally realized it - this is the first time in years that I’ve been alone for this long. These past 6 months have been some of the worst, but it’s helped me become a better person. I’ve gained my confidence back, I feel a lot happier, and I’m excited for the future.
I plan to be independent, successful, and happy for a while and I don’t need anyone to help me do that.
Wow we haven’t talked in almost 5 months
And by haven’t talked I literally mean I’ve had no form of communication with you
Probably sounds stupid but I’m seriously proud of myself
After everything that happened between us, I was strong enough to stay away from you and it’s one of the best decisions I have ever made
I do still think about you from time to time though
Like how you’ve been or what you’ve been up
or who you’ve been sleeping with
But I made the decision to separate myself from you and I don’t plan on looking back
I’m happier, stronger, and more confident than ever
(No thanks to you)
Oops jokes on me
i always had my head wrapped around the idea of getting into a wonderful university and getting a good job and getting married and having a family and being able to support them but for some reason now all i want to do is travel and eat new foods and meet new people and get a tan and buy a one way ticket and not come home